2018年翻译资格考试诗歌翻译：翟永明·《独白》

　　独白

　　翟永明

　　我，一个狂想，充满深渊的魅力

　　偶然被你诞生。泥土和天空

　　二者合一，你把我叫作女人

　　并强化了我的身体

　　我是软得像水的白色羽毛体

　　你把我捧在手上，我就容纳这个世界

　　穿着肉体凡胎，在阳光下

　　我是如此眩目，是你难以置信

　　我是最温柔最懂事的女人

　　看穿一切却愿分担一切

　　渴望一个冬天，一个巨大的黑夜

　　以心为界，我想握住你的手

　　但在你的面前我的姿态就是一种惨败

　　当你走时，我的痛苦

　　要把我的心从口中呕出

　　用爱杀死你，这是谁的禁忌?

　　太阳为全世界升起!我只为了你

　　以最仇恨的柔情蜜意贯注你全身

　　从脚至顶，我有我的方式

　　一片呼救声，灵魂也能伸出手?

　　大海作为我的血液就能把我

　　高举到落日脚下，有谁记得我?

　　但我所记得的，绝不仅仅是一生

　　Monologues

　　Zhai Yongming

　　I, a crazy idea, filled with the abyss’s subtle power

　　By chance was given birth by you. Earth and heaven

　　Then mingled into one. You called me woman.

　　You strengthened my body.

　　I am a white feather, soft as water

　　You hold me in your hand and I hold the world in mine.

　　Clothed in this earthly flesh, how dazzling I am

　　In the sunlight. You find this incredible.

　　I am a most tender, understanding woman.

　　I see through everything, accepting everything.

　　I yearn for winter, an immense dark night.

　　With the heart as the boundary I desire to hold your hand

　　But before you my poise is a tragic defeat.

　　When you walk away, my pain

　　Heaves out my heart.

　　To slay you with love, whose denial is this?

　　The sun rises for the whole world! For you

　　I fill your entire body, from head to toe,

　　With the most belligerent tenderness.

　　I have my formula.

　　A clamor of cries for help. Can a soul stretch out its arms?

　　With the oceans a bloodstream I would be raised

　　Beneath the feet of the setting sun. Does someone remember me?

　　What I remember, absolutely, is not merely one lifetime.

　　(Julia C. Lin译)

　　Soliloquy

　　Zhai Yongming

　　I, a wild conceit, full of the charm of the abyss

　　Chanced to born from you. Earth and sky

　　Are combined into one, you call me woman

　　And have strengthened my body

　　I am a white feather, soft like water

　　You cup me in your hands, I then contain the world

　　Dressed in flesh and blood, under the sun

　　I am so dazzling it is hard for you to believe

　　I am a most tender and perceptive woman

　　I see through everything and will share every burden

　　I long for a winter, for an immense dark night

　　With the heart as my realm, I want to hold your hands

　　But in your presence my gesture is only a tragic failure

　　When you leave, my anguish

　　Heaves my heart into my mouth

　　To kill you with love, whose taboo is this?

　　The sun rises for the whole world! I live only for you

　　With the most virulent and romantic feelings

　　I fill you, from top to toe, I have my own way

　　A clamour of cries for help, could the soul stretch out a hand?

　　Let the sea become my blood, it will raise me up

　　To the foot of the sunset. Does anybody ever remember me?

　　But what I remember is not just my life

　　(Naikan Tao and Tony Prince 译)